I'm still here

It's October already and I haven't moved. Obviously something went wrong. Of course writing it on the blog wouldn't prevent me from flip-flopping once again. Again, I am not sure about what I should do. My work contract ends in March, so I have a job for another 5 months. My boss is trying hard to get me a position. If a position opens for me, I'll take it, but I do not know how likely it will happen. My boss said the director of our group would try to make a business justification to upper management. But then at a meeting recently, she was telling us the president wants more work to be done with less resources. So that doesn't sound very comforting at all. And also, with the whole recession thing, I thought it might be foolish to be picky with jobs and maybe I should be looking in NorCal and SoCal. I have no idea when I should start. I would like to finish my contract, but would it be better to just take whatever comes along? Would it look bad if I didn't fulfill my contract? Especially since I got another extension? If my goal is to work in March, when should I start looking and would employers be willing to wait for me? So confused!

I really do want to be back in SoCal, though. I feel like I'm watching my life pass me by and I'm just sitting here not doing anything.