le sigh

Erik just left for school again and I'm feeling very lonely. The Bay Area is not so exciting anymore. Every day has become routine. I do like my job and, being in research, it is different every day. But my life overall feels bland. It's wake up, go to work, go home, dinner, TV, sleep. I get sad when I think about how it is now and how it was when I was in college. I went out so much and did so many things with different people. I had fun in college... A LOT of fun. Somehow everyone I knew (or most of the people I used to hang out with during college) moved away. And now life is so dull. I never do anything. Once in a while I'll go out with my roommates. But they've got their own things going on. I think I might be done with the Bay. I'm seriously considering moving back to SoCal at the end of the year...

music reawakened

I just bought a keyboard this weekend and I am so glad I did. I feel like something inside me has awakened again. I'm so motivated to learn new songs and relearn old ones. Maybe I'll finally make my own song. It's so great to have music again. I spent a lot of money on it, but I think it will be worth it. Too bad that means I'm going to have to sacrifice the trip I wanted Erik and I to take.... Either no trip or no musicals, and I know I can't afford both anymore with the dough I just dropped on my keyboard. I think I choose musicals since they only come here once in a while. :)

Maybe I will get back into singing somehow too. I've been looking for choirs in the bay area, but they only have old people in it. Maybe I'll try out for a musical in some community theater. It would be so great to sing again. I really miss it. I didn't realize just how much I missed having music in my life.

i fail

Ok, I fail. The last time I wrote was 7 months ago. I stuck to the Abs Diet for only a month.... Well, spring is almost here which means summer is almost here. So I'm going to attempt to get fit again. I'll start out by joining a gym and doing some running. Maybe join a class or something. Gotta get this body ready by summer. I must, I must, I must!